and so im back.. is it for real?!

arghs! goodness! it has been ages since i last posted and updated my blog site and i miss the hell out of it. i never imagined that it took me six months before i posted again. darn! that's too long, eh.

so many things had happened, people came and went.. and so with friends and the so-called friends..

i guess, im slowly coming back out of the grave.. do you know the feeling when it hurts sooooo d@mn much but then you can't do anything about it?! it really sucks! bigtime man! the pain was almost unbearable that it slowly kills my system.. (the problem was that BIG, huh?!)

for the past six months-- life was a roller-coaster, darn! no words can express how i felt during the dark hours of my life..=(

anyway-- i guess i'm really back. it's just as if i just posted my last entry yesterday. i have so many things to say but then they are just rumbling on my mind and i just type the words that comes from my mind.hehehe

and so who cares?!

anyway, after almost six months-- im finally back. for good na--sana. if schedule permits, i'll be online everyday na to catch up sa anim na buwan na pagkawala ko.


first, just wanna say na miss ko kayo, miss ko mga friends ko dito, miss ko ang forums, ang blogs, ang mga comments.. and miss ko din mga pinag-uusapan natin dito.
second, sorry to all the regular visitors and the guests who've been here lalo na nung panahon na magulo ang buhay.. (ya'know what i mean)

wasn't even here to defend you or defend the boys.. :(
'coz i myself don't know kung hanggang saan ang kaya kong gawin at sabihin ng mga panahon na yun. -i don't wanna excuse myself...kaya sorry talaga.

i've been away for almost six months, very timely to the shocking loss to UST, so the other people might thought na i ran away sa mga kritisismo and the stuff.. at some point yes, i admit-- i was afraid that i might cry, was afraid that i'll just end up fighting.. but now--time to move on na. already accepted the reality - "what's meant to be is meant to be.." Life is bittersweet truth, afterall....

to my One Big Blue Family and the Blue Eagles Supporters: well, that's it, eh. mahirap, masakit pero dapat tanggapin. okay na tayo di ba? ako--okay na rin naman kahit paano.. pero minsan sa mga di maiiwasang pagkakataon na bumabalik sa isip ko ang mga alaala, ang mga luha.. bumabalik at umaantak pa rin ang sakit na waring kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat. hindi lahat ng sugat ay kayang paghilumin ng panahon.at yun ang masakit na katotohanan,.
whew.. okay na nga tayu di ba? so as much as we can, sana maibalik na natin sa normal ang forum natin. despite the bashers...
magagawa natin yun if we will help each other. OBF!

grabe--i missed a lot i know,but then..somebody missed me too and my updates..
kung hindi lang naPost sa ibang forum na "Centroeagle's dead"
ay baka hindi pa ko nakapag blog ngayon. hahaha!
well-for the information of everybody-- im back.. and hopefully for good na. but then again, who cares?!

namiss ko kayong lahat..

have a great time!

To God be the Glory!

-centroeagle